I neeeeed a newwwwwww jobbbbbbbbbb .
SMFH , i swear these are the days where I want to fucking punch you in the fucking face . As of right now I hate you . uggggh -____- you piss me off so much .
Even tho last night you was tryna pick a fight with me on everything I say , it was nice to actually talk to you :) It was cute and funny , our little bickering selves . Lubbbbbbb yuhhhhh lion & hopefully i’ll see you tonight like we plannned <3
Anonymous asked: what was your omgpop
uhmmm i dont really remember … but it was either xbbymeiixb , OHHDEEiTsMEi or OMGWTFFMEi . something along with my name lol
I feel like my life is soooooo off track right now . Sorta lost my day time job since it closed down , so during the day im bored as fuckkkk & all I do is sleep my day away -____- On top of that I feel like a mother fucking whale , that gained 20 lbs T.T waaaah , i feel so off track . Must find a new day time job asap & start jogging or stop eating & sleeping so much . SMH SOOOO FUCKING OFFF TRACK .
I don’t know what our future holds for us . I honestly also don’t even know if we ever really would have one , it’s hard to tell … But I always just have this gut feeling im going to end up with you , what I feel isn’t momentarily . Its been about two three years now that we’ve been seeing and talking to each other .. & honestly I still get butterflies , I get mini heart attacks when you talk to me , you still and always make me the happiest I can be , you keep me on toes , im head over heels & I yearn for your affection . The faith I believe we have between us is over the limit and maybe just a little bit unbelievable . Ive made mistakes that I wish I can really take back and erase , cause I swear nothing means more to me than you . Times get rough and rocky between us but somehow I always find me running back to you . I don’t care , I honestly don’t care when people tell me you’re just going to hurt me again cause I know as much as you deny it , I know you care for me … Nobody really sees and feel what we have . You’re my biggest headache , and I know sometimes I can cause a little stress on you too & im sorry for all the times I do . I know what we have is difficult and it doesn’t seem to make any sense or it doesn’t seem possible either .. But I promise im not going to give up on us , not before , not now & not ever . The person I only ever want to be with is you . I miss you daily and finding my way back to you is like finding my way home . I need you to stay with me . I wish everyday that we will work out & I really hope it comes true , cause I honestly don’t see myself ending up with anyone else & just the thought of you being with anyone else , my heart clenches and it hurts way too much to bare . Ill be yours with or without a tittle . I love you and I wish for nothing but you . So dear god or whoever is listening to all my prayers / wishes , please hear me out of this one .. I love this man , please let us only get better and progress with our little relationship .. I promise I won’t ever give up on him , ill stick by him through all the good and bad . I love you C.Ng <3
please not again … please ?! you give me mini heartattacks all the time , i never know whats going to happen , but please just let it be good